love_vs_hate

im so sick of love songs.

2005-12-30T02:18:56Z

ok so boys are confusing, and stubborn, and stupid!!! but for some reason this boy i cant get out of my head...

i love this song!!!

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

love_vs_hate04 @ 2005-06-18T20:48:00

2005-06-19T00:48:20Z

argh life sucks!!!lol.... yuck!!!!!! ok byes:I

saddness

2005-05-14T22:48:29Z

well well well.... its a saturday night and im doing absolutly nothing!!! like omg fucking god!!! this sucks monkeys ass!!!! lol... its not that bad... but right now im extremally bored!!! lol..hahaha.... i've literally done nothing today!!! but i got ice creme that was an accomplishment!!! yaya for ice creme!!! lol.... OMFG WHEN ARE YOU GUYS COMING BACK!!!! THATS IT YOU GUYS ARE NEVER LEAVING ME AGAIN!!!!! OKAY?!!!! nothing happened in school guys just to let you know!!! umm.... i better have a ton of notes to read!!! well im thinking about going to italy and greece next year!!! NATALIE!!! you should come too!!!:> that would be exciting!!! because then i could room with someone that i know instead of someone that i dont know!!! okay? check it out when you come back on monday!!! go and see ms. andrews? wait a minute arent you the one who hates her? well anyways i still think you should come!!!!:> guys i seriously hope your not dead from the wax museam !!!because if im writing this letter to no one then im going to be mad!!! and sad so i hope you didnt die!!! lol...PLEASE DONT DIE~~!!! LOL... that would mean i would be bored for the rest of my life~!!! which would so not be cool!!! ahhahaha.... okay im going to shut up now!!! okay byex:> live life~love life!!!
luv
marla

hey

2005-05-06T23:27:54Z

hey everyone, well its friday night....yay!!!! this is exciting considering that its been a very long week!!! lol.... anwyays so ya hangin out wit friends tonight... and tomorrow is going to be exciting too because fom what i know elyse, holly, natalie, danny, nicole, adelio, jon, and myself are going to thge movies!!!! were all going to see" the house of wax" so this is very exciting because i am dieing to see this movie.... but anyways im updating because i havent in so long... so now im going to go now!!! ttyl byez:>
luvs

HEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

2005-03-23T01:01:24Z

hey everyone hows it going? well this march break has been quiet the blast!!! the very first day was the best of course... what's better than st. pattys day? NOTHING!!! its purly a day of nothing but drunkiness!!! does everyone agree with me, or not? lol... okay as you can tell im pretty wired because ive been sleeping alot... but ill talk about that later.... so anyways thursday we got out of class to enjoy the rest of st. pattys day, and start the march break. julie, natalie and i went clubbing downtown. it was so much fun... we drank, danced like no tomorrow, and met some guys who bought us drinks, but of course i didnt drink them, they probaby drugged them, but hey they were fun to dance with... as the night went on someone poured a drink on natalies hair, which wasnt cool... she flipped and was ready to kill someone, but then everything was cool again!!! then i met this guy named nuno!! he was italian and vvery HOTTTTT!!!!!!!!!! he asked for my number so i gave it to him not thinking that he would actually call me and i was drunk so that didnt help either!!! then 2 seconds after that natlaie got sick so i told him to hold on 2 minutes, but when i went downstairs to help them, the security guard kicked us out because natlaie got sick... so then i never got to go back to nuno... lol so then we left and got this cab driver.. who now is our personal cab driver!!! i forget his name but we have his number so we can call him and call him the next time we need a ride home from the club!!! which is a bonus so hopefully now we dont have to pay as much!!! lol...then the next morning i told my sister to tell nuno that i moved to africa if he called me because i realized that i gave him my number after talking to him for no more than 3 minutes.... he asked me where i was from, my background, my name, and if i would go out with him sometime!!! lol... and of course i saiod that i would but i wont even talk to him on the phone.... oh well.... anyways last night nuno called me and my sister told him that i just moved out and that i didnt leave a number of where she could reach me!!! lol... so now he's going to call me back in a couple of weeks to talk to me:> lol.... maybe then ill want to talk to him... hes super hot thou!!!!! lol.... nayways the rest of my march break as been lazing around the house, sleeping, eating, went to natlaies house with holly when she came back from buck-fuck-idaho!!! lol:> so yeah so far thats my adventure!!!! and it will continue, until then......
peace...
much love
marla

pure jokes

2005-03-13T17:38:33Z

haha...well friday night was quite the night first of all i decided to have a shower and bath before going over to julies house to hang out with my friends. so i have my shower and bath with hot water of course but then downstairs my uncle decided to have a hot shower but unfortunetly for him..... there was NO hot water.!!. i heard my 2 uncles and 1 aunt talking about how i used a 50 gallon tank of hot water and he was pissed.... he was like im going to have a talk with that girl!!! so then i was like " thats my cue to exit the building" so i rushed my mom out of the house to drop me off at julies house around 7:00 before my uncle caught up with me.... i defently didnt want to die that night.... lol... oh well the night ended in good fun anyways...

finally i arrived at julies house then holly came and then the 3 of us went to pick up elyse and then stopped at rogers to pick up a horrer movie...." soul survivor" it was an alright movie... me and julie were defently scared i swear everytime a scarry part would come i had just put a candy in my mouth so everytime i amost chocked to death!!! lol... anyways after watching the movie we were like lets play ougji! it was my 2nd time playing...it was alot of fun... i started crying for no apparent reason...it prettty much told me that i was going to lose my virginety at 18 years old, marry at 27, have 2 kids, be an big time actress and date nick carter, then amrry a man named mike who would also be some famous actor dude!!! but the sad part was that i wasnt going to be friends woith holly, julie or elyse... and that made me really sad!!! so i cryed i hope that it doesnt happen because i enjoy being friends with them!!!! lol lots of crazy things happen when we all hang out!!!

after playing the ougji game we started watching " get over it" but then i fell asleep for like 1/2 an hour... during this time when i was asleep julie decided to wrire on my face.... she wrote loser on my forehead and coloured on my nose and my cheek.... i had no idea!!! so when i woke up they were like lets take pictures so i was like okay!!! so then hololy and elyse came and sat beside me, julie took the oicture and was like " here marla look" shes like close up on your face...so i did when i realized what was on my face i started laughing and ran to the washroom... washed most of it off but some of it wouldnt..... then i coloured on julie elyse and holly to get back at them.... so i was fun filled night!!!

the night then ended and we all went our sepreate ways... lol... that line sounds really sad... oh well im crazy!!!

now you can see the pictueres of my loser looking face!!!! lol
much love
marla

STRESS!!!!

2005-02-28T02:23:25Z

OMFG!!! IM WRITING GRADUATION COMMENTS AND I THOUGHT I DIDNT HAVE ENOUGH TO SAY BUT AS IT TURNS OUT I HAVE TO MUCH... I HAD TO SHORTEN IT FROM 720 WORDS TO 500!!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH THAT SUCKS!!!! ARGH IM NOT TO AHPPY AT THE MOMENT:@ BUT I GOT TO THANK WHO I WANTED TO SO THAT WAS GOOD!!! BUT THERE WAS SO MUCHMORE I COULD HAVE SAID THAT I DIDNT!!! OH WELL ITS JUST GRADUATION COMMENTS!!! SO HERE IT GOES!!!!

IWant2ThankEveryoneWhoHasBeenThere4MeSinceDay1ItsBeenAStressfulButYetFun4YearsButWeAllPulledThroughLikeTrueChampions!ShoutOutz2TheatreMowatMyLifeForThePast4Years*TI*TBI+3*A&OL*CXNS+3*TF*BUZZZ*&Metamorphosis!ThroughTheGoodAndTheBadUGuysWereThere4MeSoABigThanks2AllMyFriendsEspecially*P.L.J*EM*HM*JC*JM*MM*TL*NT*SG*CS*LC*SK*FM*TK*JM*SJ*ND*JE*MD*SVBarbiesForLife!GoodTimesMontréal+Chatem+Ottawa!MyFamilyICouldntHaveDoneItWithoutU!TATAForNowMowatIWishUAllTheBest!“Wherever you go, go with all your heart”

SEE HOWS ITS ALL SMUSHED TOGETHER!!!! I THANKED ALOT OF PEOPLE!!! JUST BECAUSE I LOVE THEM!!! BUT OH WELL...!!!! ANYWAYS IM GOING TO BED BECAUSE ITS GOING TO BE A VERY STRESSFUL WEEK!!! TODAY WAS A VERY STRESSFUL DAY... TOMORROW REHEARSAL TILL 10:00, TUESDAY PERFORMANCE FOR JOESPH BRANT AT 1:00 REHEARSAL ALL DAY!!! THEN THE VERY STRESSFUL OF IT ALL.... WEDNESDAY NIGHT IN FRONT OF AN ADJUDICATOR AND FAMILY AND FRIENDS!!! HOW VERY STRESSFUL!!! TO TELL YOU ALL THE TRUTH I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO MAKE IT ON TO HART HOUSE!!! BUT ITS TO EARLY TO THINK ABOUT THAT I HAVE TO CONCENTRATE ON WEDNESDAY NIGHT FIRST SO I WILL DO THAT!!! ANYWAYS IM GOING TO BED NOW I NEED SLEEP ITS GOIG TO HAVE TO LAST ME AWHILE!!! NITE NITE EVERYONE!!!
MUCH LOVE
MARLA:>

tears tears tears

2005-02-26T23:05:24Z

hey everyone...well yesterday after a very tiring and very cold rehearsal, we all went to elyses house, all meaning, myself, elyse, holly, saira, ashley and julia!!! we watched " the notebook" and ate alot of junk food!!! omg... i swear it was a blast but there was so many tears we could have made a whole other alantic ocean!!! we were defiently drowning in the tears!!! YET I WANT TO WATCH IT AGAIN!!! lol... but it just makes me super more excited to read the book. but yeah anyways unbelievably enough the movie had so many parts that related to our show metamorphosis... the water, the birds :< , the forgeting, the lost,war, and then the dieing together... which was so beautiful i feel like crying again:<:<:<:<!!!! but yes girls we must do it again!!! today, elyse and holly came with me to see my friends in ectobicoke at the eaton centre... that was much fun!!! we had lunch then went into a couple of stores and looked at some really cute tops!!! it was a hilarious good old time!!! unfortunetly my friends shannon couldnt make it so that was sad because she was really sick... so i hope she gets better soon...well anyways i dont feel like writing anything else... so ttyl folks, have a good one!!! much love marla

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2005-02-24T22:34:08Z

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OMFG 10 days!!!!! panic attack!!!!!

2005-02-20T23:10:27Z

Hey Everyone,
Alright I know I still have 10 days until my performace but im so fucking nervous!!! I hope we do well!!! If we dont I dont know what I'll do with myself!!!! lol... Oh well you can only hope for the best!!! I had rehearsal today at 9:30.... That went alright we actually did 2 run throughs and some transitions, so that was hot!!! The show is running at 47 minutes which is another bonus and a half!!! lol... Anyways I gots to go now.... Until next time......
p.s. Omg I still have to write my grad comments!!!ahhhhh

Much Love,
Marla

hey everyone!!!

2005-02-19T15:25:31Z

Hey Everyone,
This is my first live journal... To tell you all the truth the only reason I got one was because my friends Elyse and Holly made me, so I could see all of these pictures they've posted!!! lol... Anyways i'll try to make it the most fun possiable!!!

Alright now i'll tell you a bit about myself... I'm short, blue eyes, brown hair!!! Blah, blah, blah... Anyways Ilove theatre!!! oh, and Ilove hanging out with my friends!!! Much fun!!! Anyways I have no idea what to say lol... So i guess this will have to be my very first post!!! lol...ttyl

Much Love,
Marla